by *Jenny takes a look at the beautiful trees slowly moving in the breeze... the air that flows through the leaves, as they flutter around, and break off, flowing to the ground and swirling around her
she sits on a little swing, pushing herself ever so slightly, looking down at her feet*
"This is such a beautiful place... I have all these wonderful things, and nobody to share them with.
What kind of life am I living?...
Well, at least I can say that I am pleased with myself for never settling for anything in my life. I would be mortified if I were to settle for anything less than what I believe I deserve, and I would feel like I wouldnt be able to give myself completely to something that I didnt feel I deserved...
And really, that wouldnt be fair to any party... would it?"
*she sighs, and then looks up at the brightly lit stars, so many of them glittering in the sky, when she notices one that is shining erratically, going from color to color*
"Ah... a supernova is about to take place... the beauty."
*she leans back a bit, laying her head on the right fraying rope coming from the tree supporting the seat of the swing, pushing herself slowly, watching the night sky go by her*
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JennyReika- 11th Division Sinful Captain
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Mood:
Vengeful
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♥My Heart Is Numb♥
Goddess of Sin|11th's Sinful Captain|Mother to Zeria
Goddess of Sin|11th's Sinful Captain|Mother to Zeria
KenTakeo- Vizard
- Position: Vizard Clan Protective Leader
Posts: 765
BD-cash: 37047
Karma: 5
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Mood:
Ruru-FIED!
-Ken leisurly walks near Jenny's pressence. He has been walking around one of his favorite places to be for quite some time now. He notices Jenny seeming a little lonely and decides to walk by her-
Miss Jenny. May I accompany you on this crisp night?
Miss Jenny. May I accompany you on this crisp night?
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If you can't be nice, be vague. ^_^
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JennyReika- 11th Division Sinful Captain
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Mood: Vengeful
*Jenny sighs, kind of waking from her transe*
"Well... theres nobody else here. Seems like everything has become so dull and drab. I am just trying to let a few centuries pass before going back to anything..."
*she looks over at him, swinging a bit on the swing and then looking down*
"In other words... take a seat... or whatever you want to do... nobody is here, so I guess I am all yours."
"Well... theres nobody else here. Seems like everything has become so dull and drab. I am just trying to let a few centuries pass before going back to anything..."
*she looks over at him, swinging a bit on the swing and then looking down*
"In other words... take a seat... or whatever you want to do... nobody is here, so I guess I am all yours."
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♥My Heart Is Numb♥
Goddess of Sin|11th's Sinful Captain|Mother to Zeria
Goddess of Sin|11th's Sinful Captain|Mother to Zeria
KenTakeo- Vizard
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BD-cash: 37047
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Mood: Ruru-FIED!
-He sat down on the swing and began to move slowly back and forth-
I agree. Things have been..dull around here. Would you like to go into the living world and play with some Hollows? I think it would be very fun.
I agree. Things have been..dull around here. Would you like to go into the living world and play with some Hollows? I think it would be very fun.
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JennyReika- 11th Division Sinful Captain
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Posts: 2068
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Mood: Vengeful
*Jenny smiles at the thought, keeping her eyes focused on her feet*
"I wish that I felt the love for fighting hollows like I did so long ago, now its like I just cant feel anything anymore... "
*she looks at the sky again, afraid to take her eyes off of anything she was sure of*
"The sky is beautiful... and the land always supports my feet. No matter what, theyre always here, waiting...
I am not sure if you even know what that means, in fact, I am not even sure if I know what that means...
Look at me... getting all sentimental, its disgusting."
*she shudders at the thought of her own vulnerability*
"This night seems like it will last forever, and if it does, then I will welcome it.
It has seemed dark and cold for a long time now, and I am more than alright with that. Its been a very long lifetime.
I can only hope that there is something in the future that I have not seen or done yet, or that I can experience for once... I've had a long life, and yet, nothing that was actually dependable... except myself."
"I wish that I felt the love for fighting hollows like I did so long ago, now its like I just cant feel anything anymore... "
*she looks at the sky again, afraid to take her eyes off of anything she was sure of*
"The sky is beautiful... and the land always supports my feet. No matter what, theyre always here, waiting...
I am not sure if you even know what that means, in fact, I am not even sure if I know what that means...
Look at me... getting all sentimental, its disgusting."
*she shudders at the thought of her own vulnerability*
"This night seems like it will last forever, and if it does, then I will welcome it.
It has seemed dark and cold for a long time now, and I am more than alright with that. Its been a very long lifetime.
I can only hope that there is something in the future that I have not seen or done yet, or that I can experience for once... I've had a long life, and yet, nothing that was actually dependable... except myself."
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♥My Heart Is Numb♥
Goddess of Sin|11th's Sinful Captain|Mother to Zeria
Goddess of Sin|11th's Sinful Captain|Mother to Zeria
KenTakeo- Vizard
- Position: Vizard Clan Protective Leader
Posts: 765
BD-cash: 37047
Karma: 5
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Mood: Ruru-FIED!
-Ken has been sensing something uneasy about Miss Jenny lately-
Miss Jenny what's on your mind? I have been feeling a sense of sadness in you lately.
Miss Jenny what's on your mind? I have been feeling a sense of sadness in you lately.
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JennyReika- 11th Division Sinful Captain
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Posts: 2068
BD-cash: 187320
Karma: 25
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Mood: Vengeful
*Jenny stops, letting her feet drag along with the ground, her pedicured toes pointing downward*
"Yes... yes, I am sad."
*she grips the sides of the swing tightly in her hands*
"I am losing my Division. Those I thought were loyal to me are not, and those who I thought loved something I love more than anything... dont..."
*she breathes in, holding it for a good thirty seconds, and then releasing as slowly as she can as to not seem dramatic, and to keep her composure*
"And, when it comes to everything else, and the people I love, its not much easier...
It seems like I find all the wrong people, and just when I think I am happy, something comes along and ruins it... I guess its usually me that ruins it, but well, I figure that I better not put my trust in anybody too fast.
I have always trusted people... and it never got me anywhere, and now, when someone cares about me, I never trust them completely, and its usually a smart move....
I have no reason to trust anybody... nobody ever shows me I should trust them."
*she stops her feet, letting them rest on the ground, her Blahnik heels digging into the dirt*
"Nobody is reliable... not like the stars... or the sky... or the ground beneath my feet...
That is reliable... something I can always trust in."
"Yes... yes, I am sad."
*she grips the sides of the swing tightly in her hands*
"I am losing my Division. Those I thought were loyal to me are not, and those who I thought loved something I love more than anything... dont..."
*she breathes in, holding it for a good thirty seconds, and then releasing as slowly as she can as to not seem dramatic, and to keep her composure*
"And, when it comes to everything else, and the people I love, its not much easier...
It seems like I find all the wrong people, and just when I think I am happy, something comes along and ruins it... I guess its usually me that ruins it, but well, I figure that I better not put my trust in anybody too fast.
I have always trusted people... and it never got me anywhere, and now, when someone cares about me, I never trust them completely, and its usually a smart move....
I have no reason to trust anybody... nobody ever shows me I should trust them."
*she stops her feet, letting them rest on the ground, her Blahnik heels digging into the dirt*
"Nobody is reliable... not like the stars... or the sky... or the ground beneath my feet...
That is reliable... something I can always trust in."
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♥My Heart Is Numb♥
Goddess of Sin|11th's Sinful Captain|Mother to Zeria
Goddess of Sin|11th's Sinful Captain|Mother to Zeria
KenTakeo- Vizard
- Position: Vizard Clan Protective Leader
Posts: 765
BD-cash: 37047
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Mood: Ruru-FIED!
-Ken swung back and forth very slowly as he turned his attention to the stars-
You know Miss Jenny. I believe you are right....The stars are very much reliable. We couild sit here all night and not worry about a thing...But at the same time. If you don't try and push the boulder out of your way it will stay in your way forever. Miss Jenny you must try and trust someone with the risk of finding out if they are trustworthy or not. If you don't take that risk, then you will never know what true happiness is. I know it is scary. Scarier than fighting high level Hollows, but it must be done for the sake of your smile.
-He looked at her smiling searching for her smile-
You are a great woman Miss Jenny. And I have known you to take control of what is out of order in the past. Where is that Jenny I used to know? The happy one?
You know Miss Jenny. I believe you are right....The stars are very much reliable. We couild sit here all night and not worry about a thing...But at the same time. If you don't try and push the boulder out of your way it will stay in your way forever. Miss Jenny you must try and trust someone with the risk of finding out if they are trustworthy or not. If you don't take that risk, then you will never know what true happiness is. I know it is scary. Scarier than fighting high level Hollows, but it must be done for the sake of your smile.
-He looked at her smiling searching for her smile-
You are a great woman Miss Jenny. And I have known you to take control of what is out of order in the past. Where is that Jenny I used to know? The happy one?
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JennyReika- 11th Division Sinful Captain
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Mood: Vengeful
*she smiled back at him, letting him know she wasnt completely lost*
"Well, I guess we all have our moments of doubt, I am entitled to a few, nya?"
*Jenny wrapped her arms around herself and leaned to her side to put her head on his shoulder*
"I am just not sure what to do anymore. I feel like I am losing everything important to me, and I cant find anything else. Like I ran out of options.
I have never felt so helpless in my life. I know I could kill everybody just for fun... but then there would be nothing left to look forward to...
Ah, I'm rambling again, I'm sorry..."
*she yawns deeply, putting her face deeper onto his shoulder*
"You're comfy."
"Well, I guess we all have our moments of doubt, I am entitled to a few, nya?"
*Jenny wrapped her arms around herself and leaned to her side to put her head on his shoulder*
"I am just not sure what to do anymore. I feel like I am losing everything important to me, and I cant find anything else. Like I ran out of options.
I have never felt so helpless in my life. I know I could kill everybody just for fun... but then there would be nothing left to look forward to...
Ah, I'm rambling again, I'm sorry..."
*she yawns deeply, putting her face deeper onto his shoulder*
"You're comfy."
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♥My Heart Is Numb♥
Goddess of Sin|11th's Sinful Captain|Mother to Zeria
Goddess of Sin|11th's Sinful Captain|Mother to Zeria
KenTakeo- Vizard
- Position: Vizard Clan Protective Leader
Posts: 765
BD-cash: 37047
Karma: 5
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Mood: Ruru-FIED!
Heh. Thank you. Well I believe if anyone can get out his this hole, you can Miss Jenny. I have looked up to since I came to the Shinigami academy and by taking part in your techniques, using you for guidance, and sometimes shadowing you I have earned the 4th seat in such little time. You are a very strong shinigami and woman and I am not worried for you at all. I know you will pull through. So in the mean time, rest on Ken's shoulder.
-He said with a smile-
-He said with a smile-
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