I may be stupid for saying this, but I don't even know why I stay on the forum anymore. I mean, things are changing a lot, i'm not mad about anything so don't go around saying look he's cranky again or any of that bull crap.
Anyway, I didn't like how the captain ranks were just given, just because we had a reset. I'm probably the only one who thought a test should have been given, since everyone seems against me already. I've talked to Michael about it to, but I've been getting the sense that i'm nothing more than a burden and everyone hates me and it's been making me seriously think about leaving and going to another forum to RP on. I've given my thoughts on things, and every time I do, something negative or something making me feel like a dumb shit is posted afterwards and everyone acts like i'm nothing more than a burden. I talked to Ruru before the tests were thought of because I thought the test should be given to all the new captains, so they can be accepted into the ranks by the other captains. Then it was decided that all captains and vice captains could give the test which I was hugely against. We continued our lives and kept on with the test. Then the BD Reset came into motion. And the rank was given on a silver plater. I was greatly against that because it's like the test was for nothing there was no point in it at all. We didn't go through with it all the way to the end, we gave up on it from how i see it. Anyway, this is just my thoughts and most of a rant. You can view it as any way you want to.