You def deserve better than this, you're an awesome girl with a beautiful personality, I wish I knew you better. And don't worry about ur "friends" if they really talk bad about you then they don't deserve ur awesomeness! Trust me, I've been where ur at and it sucks, I've actually been feeling down and out too. You just have to perk up and say I'm the cutest thing in the universe! And of course if you need anybody to vent to or anything I'm always here!

SARA~CHAN!!!!
You know we're best friends! You're my reminder, litterally the part of my brain that i need -le sigh- i can't remember anything for shiz DX
But you're always going to be my best friend no matter what. If I have to beat the shiz out of those who talk bad about you, I will.

Thanks guys~ And i was all okay in the morning than I had the worst day ever, some creeper in the bus kept touching me and stared at my girl parts. DX and than someone shot a penny at my face. T^T

Well when dealing with creepy guys, you always wanna make sure you have Mace!

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While I am not that close to you myself Sara I am sorry that you feel so isolated and sad, and as for the creeper........personally I would of broken a two by four over his head if I was there but for you.....a nicely aimed blow to the lower area or to the shin tends to get the point across to back the hell off........please note to do that in a public place just to be on the safe side though. If in a area that isn't too public all I can say is make a break for it before it gets really bad.............and the penny issue.....return fire with a quarter to the skull of the bugger.

sara624 wrote:I know that People have been sad and depressed and I don't want to add to it but. I just have to let this out.

Lately I feel transparent, no one sees me, hears me, I just don't exist anymore. I don't even know who to trust annymore. The people that I thought were my friends actually don't know me at all and talk bad about me with people they never met in real life. I'm been sad and stressed lately that I just want to go into a deep coma and sleep forever. I know I'm usually happy and stuff but. I don't know what's what anymore. And on BD I feel like I don't know anyone anymore. The people that were so close are so far. And the new people actually scare me. idk, I guess I'll feel better eventually, but right now I wish I could just go on a swing and ride on it alone for hours. My friend told me that I always tried to look better htan her, but in reality she doesn't want anyone to be better, I always have to dumb myself down for her. I feel like I'm just a lacky for people so they feel better about themselves. My familys been really down on my neck too. Can anyone even hear me? Does anyone even know who I am anymore? I just want to be happy.

Thanks to anyone who reads this, I just really needed to get this out of my system.

lemons, I scared you :3 Although I might scare you, I do hear you and I pretty much understand how you feel. Don't let it all drag you down into despair or something though. You'll have to try and stay strong until things eventually get better. Easy said, but things WILL get better. Also, if things get too heavy to put up with, you have to share the weight with someone you trust. (there has to be someone you can trust, no? :O )


PS: I'm probably not much of help, but if you need it, send me a PM or something and I'll try my best to help you :O I get sad from sadness :(



EDIT: And about the creeper, those guys are just retarded. They have the intelligence of a tomato. Next time just tell him out loud to keep his hands to himself, he'll be embarassed :3

Sara i love you wifey, I swear on my life that i'd die first before DE-friending you or stabbing you on the back. People are just people, the have good and bad days, old friends become enemies, but you cant let that get the best of you, cause your better than all those faceless people.

I dunno how to cheer you up cause im never really good with pep-talks or anything, but if you need a listening ear, im your person. If you go on a swing, i'll swing with you, to let you know you're never alone.

YOURE NOT A LACKY, DONT DUMB YOUR SELF DOWN!! Your so called friend must have really low self esteem, else why would she break your by saying useless C R A P like "You always try to look better than me" Whats the effin use of saying that? If she's half the person she thinks she is, she should just shut up and be happy with what she has. She's not worth the time a day to be depressed over, unless, you considered her as a real friend friend, then she says things like this to break that image, break your heart, its sad. Dont allow them to use you like this.

Sometime's its not bad to be alone if you'll see the word better for what it really is. It makes you appreciate your self more, have a clear grasp of things, reality and all that stuff.

As for family problems, its a tag of war, there are good times, bad times, times when you feel like falling over the edge, and times when the other is at there breaking point, and times when its all equal. Just remember that you can choose your friends, your family, you cant, bound by blood, bound forever, want it or not. It's a never ending struggle of life, friends and family problems, but they all have there own solutions, i suggest you think things over and not to get carried away with our opinions of the matter.

No matter how many different ways i say it, no matter how many word count this post reaches, i can never be beside you as a person, im someone you can only find online. For all anyone knows, i might not even exist in the real world, but just know that i care, and i hope you'll feel better sooner better, cause im missing you already, though we dont really talk too much, your my wifey, were buds see!

Sorry it took me so long to post this, i just cant think of what to say the earlier days, i feel somewhat guilty for not seeing this earlier, how BD lost it's ONE-NESS.

I guess were just one of those dysfunctional families online, dysfunctional, but we work ^_^

*hug*

Be better kay?

Rue