Nothing ever comes good from me leaving the forum for a few days. Each and every time i go vanish, for some reason everything turns upside down.

Maybe I'm just a pacifier... My presence acts like one.

Making everyone babies. Whining for never getting enough attention, whining for being singled out, whining for many immature reasons and whining and whining.

And it's a cycle. I cant return to a peaceful atmosphere.

There's always this barbaric aura with everyone wanting to rip each others throats (which is not NICE, BAAD BD people)

I remember debating with my self, on whether not it was a wise idea to keep this site running.

The newer less involved people vanish like bubbles, they can make up there minds that easily. Those who like this place will think first, change there minds, return.

Those who love this place never leaves. Even I left, so I guess this place is just a place after all. No real family, just an illusion that we chose to believe to have a reason to stick with each other.

I just wish we get through with this without arguing for once. I'm sick and tired of debating with my self, so give me a reason (whoever this is addressed to) give me a reason... the same reason i had in creating this place, and allowing it to continue for this long...

Only to die in the end.